Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Been A While

I apologize for the delay, I have been a little busy and just haven't sat down to write. So lets start from where I left off last really about a week ago.

I got back my chem test. Could've been worse and could have been better. So I have been studying heavily today and will tomorrow to make sure this next test is on the Better half. Also Monday, yesterday, I took my ME 450 Test. Wasn't the test I thought it was going to be, instead of asking anything over the last 6 chapters we just learned he proceeded to re ask stuff from the first four chapters, sure it was the early stuff but I just spent 6 hours before the test studying the stuff the test SHOULD have been over... W.T.F. ok now that I go that out I no I got 2 100% correct and the other 2 I was very close and had the process down so that grade should be ok or at least better than most in the class. But Chemistry test this Thursday and next Thursday with a Final on the 10th and my Final Project for ME on the 10th. After that it will be some relaxing time.

This weekend was absolutely amazing. I got to spend it at the lake house with my family, Grandma n Grandpa; Aunt Shelly and Kids, My parents and Jacqueline. I just love being with Jacqueline and my family its the greatest feeling knowing that she is part of my family and eventually will be officially. It was fun playing Cards one night when my grandaparnts were a team, my parents were a team and so were jacqueline and I. It was fun to see three generations of my family still so close sitting down and having fun. It was amazing and I loved every minute of it. Just to see Jacqueline smile all weekend and playing with Erin (6 yr old Godchild) made everything perfect.

Lately it seems I have been getting alot of compliments of huge stature and idk what lately I've done to deserve it. So first off Thanks you all of you. You guys have made everything worth while. As arrogant as I can come across, and I do I'm very competitive, I do not do any of this for the 'glory', 'recognition'. I do this because I sincerely Love you guys. I do these things because I feel on many levels, brotherly, family, spiritually I am suppose to. Maybe by me doing this I change a life or influence another to go out and try new things, become something they want to be. Areef explained me well as he can do with many people in his last blog. I am extremely passionate and will do whatever I can for whatever I believe in and when I believe in something I put full heart and sole into it. I want all of you that look up to me and speak of how I've helped you to not just think of this as a one way street. You are the people that have shaped me into the man I have become today. You have helped me as much if not more become who I am than I have helped you. I full heartedly love everyone of you.


Person I look up to:
I'm doing this again and after this weekend I'd like to talk about my Aunt Shelly, my Godmother. Being an Aunt and someone I may not get to see so much she has helped me so much lately trying to help me with career and improve as a person. She is someone who I can just feel cares deeply of the person I become and cares about my academic success. I wanted to thank her because I do understand what you've done for me I just hope you also understand what you've done for me.


My Fears:
One of my biggest fears is not living up to my talents and potential. I feel deeply that God put me here for a reason with a specific set of abilities to do whatever I can to help improve everything around me that I can. I want to be able to lie down for the last time and be completely comfortable with everything I have accomplished even if that's tomorrow or in a 100 years. I try everyday to improve someones day even if its the person at the cash register in a drive through. Who knows what it means to them.

"Nothing great will ever be achieved without great mean, and men are great only if they are determined to be so."

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